there are things i'm not telling myself.
it's not denial; it's a shift
from thinking to doing,
from planning to being,
from should do to done.
there are no lists, no schedules, no agenda. just action. i am the rolling ball.
i'm immersed in motion, pushing any thought of it to the back of my mind. if i tell myself what i'm up to, i might talk myself out of it. whatever it is. my body seems to know, and my brain can discover it as it occurs.
amazingly, but not surprisingly, i'm accomplishing much more by doing than thinking.
and the ball rolls on.